exam diaries chapter two: a small win
(not as loaded as ch 1, more like a mini-update.)
- felt extremely unmotivated to study for the past 2-3 days. it's such as shame compared to where i was about two weeks ago where i would study basically all day
- the past few days i've just been sitting around and doing nothing useful. i won't even read because that's a waste of time but being on my phone isn't, apparently
- doomscroll/social media wave slowly creeping back
- literature papers a friend kindly offered to mark are still incomplete
- BUT in maths (my toughest subject) i managed quite well on the harder paper! still yet to be marked but i felt a lot better, regained some confidence i guess
the maths paper is such a small thing. but it's the best achievement in quite a bit, and maybe the only productive thing i did today. that sounds horrible (and it is) but i'm trying to work up from there.
it's late but i'll try to finish an essay and send it over to my friend now. trying to ride the wave of motivation while it lasts.
and while i still have time